“…in this world nothing can be said to be certain, except death and taxes.” –Benjamin Franklin, 1726
April 15th is known in the US as tax day, the day when tax returns for individuals are due. It is a date that leads to much crankiness and frustration.
The Boston Marathon is always held on the third Monday of April. Marathon Monday is traditionally festive occasion for the state of Massachusetts. Last year was a year when the two dates coincided: tax day and marathon day.
Flowers in Copley Square, from a late summer day several years ago.
With the anniversary the bombing of last year upon us, I find myself thinking back to that day, and the crazy week that followed. I wasn’t in Boston, but my close ties to the city, updates from my school, my colleagues, and my friends, kept me feeling tethered.
I was out with the kids that Marathon Monday, it being a state holiday and the first day of school vacation. Phoebe was recovering from a stomach bug, so we didn’t go far from home. We were parked at the music school before Phoebe’s and my violin lesson when I got text alerts from BU with notification of the explosions, and warnings to stay away from Copley. I couldn’t really process the news, and didn’t want to worry the kids. As the afternoon and evening wore on, I found more detailed reports of deaths and injuries. Like so many, I worried about the safety of my friends, and realized that my friends and family would worry about the safety of me and my family. It was very unsettling to learn that one of the dead was a BU grad student. (I, too, am a BU grad student.) I found myself wondering about the other BU grad students I know. Were they safe? The news that one of the people killed was a little kid left me feeling shattered. Even though I was many miles away, and my family and I were safe, it all just felt so horribly close and personal.
The view from Storrow Drive at dusk, from 2010.
That week, I remember reflecting on my fondness for the city, and spent probably too much time hunting for photos I’d taken there. (Naturally, I have hundreds of photos of Boston, if not thousands.) I am not a Boston native, but I have lived outside Boston for over 18 years. I spend a lot of time in the city. It feels like home.
Today I got caught up in memories, reading stories and articles of the many lives that were so deeply affected by the bombings. I was distracted and contemplative, and managed to get a time mixed up for something I’d committed to, which made me very cranky and off-kilter.
The day ended up rainy and stormy, which actually quite fit my melancholy mood. And probably also the cranky moods of so many faced with the frustrations of tax day.
Under my umbrella this afternoon, waiting to get the kids off the school bus.
collecting tokens 
I read your message with sadness for the terrible day last year. It must have been why I read the caption under one of your images as Sorrow Drive. My first thought was that it had been renamed but then I blinked and it turned into Storrow Drive.
Off-kilter is a good description of it. I don’t feel any attachment at all to Boston, but that terrible day still upset me deeply.
I love the umbrella photo, though–that is one of my favorites that you’ve ever posted.
Melancholy is the right word. I feel it whenever I think of the Boston Marathon now. I was at home that day and watched it all unfold on TV. I couldn’t understand why this had happened and I couldn’t believe that I was seeing real people, really injured, really dead. The whole event seemed surreal to me. Still does in some ways. *sigh*
It boggles me that it’s already been a year since then. Lovely post, and that last photo is fantastic.